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She was really such a child,
a naif.
A brilliant artist, but a little fool! Just like
her to try and pull off some elopement with a "Darling"!
That's not sour grapes because she cut off our
affair a year ago, even if that move was wasteful and unwise. It was the
doing of that evil little worm, Martin Vole. He was insanely jealous of
us, Eva and me, and he was positively livid that I could paint circles around
him, so he launched a campaign of character assassination by innuendo. What
kinds of things? Oh, I was a parasite, I was simply using her for artistic
ideas. That my own muse had dried up, that I was a has-been, that sort of
thing.
Listen, Eva del Sarto was a nobody until I started
introducing her around town. I even found clients for her, and good commissions
too! I lavished attention on her, praise on her, and we shared, well, a
certain style of intimacy...
Of course, I knew she had been seeing someone else.
I don't mean that astronomical slug, Ragnarok. The man's as boring as an
asteroid! No, "Darling" was somebody special, somebody who brought
this dreamy look into her eyes that I had never seen there before. She dropped
a hint. Said he carried a gun. So immediately I thought a soldier back from
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